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Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead – So Don’t Do It: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater October 24 2017

Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater 

October 24 2017

2 years ago today, my nephew Zach fell to the sways and distortions of suicide.  I never really grasped the concept of suicide and I truly don’t think any one studying the living can ever really understand it.  Over the years of offering mediumship sessions, I developed another view than the one as a person who studied it academically and as a person who had attempted in the past. Suicide is not just a perversion of thought, it is a psychic suggestion placed upon the spirit of the victim.  The suggestion filters through the self until all things align, not just mentally.  All facets believe the trickery of suicide.  I think suicide, like “Evil,” deserves to be named as personified destruction, thus named “Suicide.”  “Suicide’s” false promisses and forked toung manipulations can even spread to loved ones like a deceptive virus, contaminating the gameboard upon which nobody knows they stand. “Suicide” may also call itself “Sacrifice” if the rebranding is required. We need to view “Suicide” as a creature whose only function is to rip appart lives and feed off the pain.  Ever notice how, loved ones can spiral into a sort of insanity or deep depression or even disassociation over the weeks, months, and years to follow rather than heal.  “Suicide” amplifies the pain so that pain it can consume.  “Suicide” never can eat enough. It must always have more.  Survivors must at all costs, see “Suicide” as who it is – it is the Ultimate Destructive Trickery.  

If you are considering Suicide to solve your problems or to free yourself from others or to even make a friend stronger or your family’s life better, please know that such reasoning, logic, and justification are all lies.  Life does not get better.  Life does not go on.  Every single person, including your spirit and corpse will fall into an incermountable pain as death spreads and “Suicide” smiles.   Find someone to talk to. Find some way to banish “Suicide” from your existence.  “Suicide” is not the choice you really want to make.  

Sadly, my nephew Zach, fell by the lurings and false promises of suicide. 

Zach’s Obituary Posting
Friends and family are desvistated. Whatever promise “Suicide” made him, it was a lie. 

  
In the following inspired message, Zach from beyond the grave calls out the lie and the mind altering nightmare of knowing what was about to happen.  
Please, please, please, understand that life is worth living and you do not live life once you are dead.  As a medium, that was the biggest awareness of the dead: dead means dead – dead does not mean keep living.  

This is the Auracature Art drawing that I believe Zach wanted to pass on as a memory tattoo.  

  
If I were to interpret the lines, it basically means that his spirit is accompanied by a sibling, parent, aunt or uncle, and that he has an angel pulling him out of his darkness while he is gaining a clearer understanding of what happened to him. In short, the lines suggest that Zach’s spirit is being prepared to fully cross over into Love’s Light or in faith related terms – into Heaven.

  
These are the words that wrote through my hand during the drawing of the above Auracature:

Message inspired by Zach

“Where they put me

I had no escape

I thought that I wouldn’t die

That I’d be better off

That I’d live forever

I never wanted to die

Here I am because of a lie

Nothing was done

From truth they’d run

How did I ever believe them?

Death is NOT fun

I found myself in trouble

So I wrapped myself in my bubble

I knew my life was done

Before the week begun

If I knew that I’d be dead

I’d have never put that gun to my head

You cry

You try not to point fingers

You cast blame at yourself

You watch the world turn

Looking for the lesson that you were to learn

The only thing you didn’t see

Was how trusting naivety can be

I wave from here

I try to be near

But my end was my end to you my family and friends

Today is worse than last year

I think it’s sinking in

That this is not some awful dream

I am never coming home again

No matter the amount of trying 

To understand that last day

The only thing I know for sure

Is that I lost my way

I am not asking for forgiveness

I don’t think it can be forgiven

But try to give yourselves a break

I’m the one who fell asleep 

I’m the one who did not wake

I wonder what this year will be like

Time is strange here on this side

Sorry for not being there

To spend it with you.”

Here is a Spirit Drumming and Chanting that I did for Zach and other loved ones who have fallen to the prey of suicide:

Video: In Memory Zach Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums and Strangely Chants.

In Memory of Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater, His Uncle Rich, Strangely Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums. I seldom drum or chant this this odd. The oddness of it is very reflective of such which is played by the dead through mediumship and channeling. I thought that it would be something pretty and peaceful, instead, it depicts the process of shedding pain. I posted this once already and then I took it down. Then this morning on the 2nd anniversary of Zach’s death by suicide, I received a written message and image that justifies this song.

My sincerest condolences.  

If you are alive and reading this, please stay alive. Never give up living.  You are meant to stay alive until old age opens the doors for your passage onward.  

Much love and Many Blessings, S

“Uncle Rich”

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Psychic Sterling Sinclair Sexual Assault Survivor Poem and Auracature “Still Here – Fighting to be Free.” When he comes in your room at night… November 25, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Sexual Assault Survivor Poem and Auracature

“Still Here – Fighting to be Free.”  

When he comes in your room at night…

 November 25, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Child Abuse Rape Domestic Assault

 

I’m Still Here

 

I looked to the side

I stared at the wall

My lips bled from teeth bites

I never dared to call

 

I cleared the plate at supper

I feared the setting sun

Soon I’d try to sleep

I wished I wasn’t the one

 

I covered myself with blankets

I curled way down deep

But when I’d start to close my eyes

I felt him when he’d creep

 

I was not safe even in my own room

I wasn’t ever there alone

My siblings slept in beds beside me

I don’t know how I got his bone

 

I guess I was special

I guess from me their backs were turned

Silence screamed loudly as my springs did squeak

I wiped my eyes – Oh his love burned

 

I never saw him leave

I wouldn’t show my tears

Like a bad dream, the night ate up his shape

I wanted a drink from one of his beers

 

I coughed up in my mouth

I was sickened by his meat

His fingers would pierce me

I washed the blood from my sheet

 

I was alone at night

I was alone during the day

If anyone knew, not a mention was made

I wanted to go – Oh why did I stay?

 

I tried to tell Mom

I told my sister too

But the fingers pointed back at me

I guess I said something untrue

 

I learned to be quiet

I held these secrets inside

My pain was kept silent by the smiles that I’d wear

I tried to be proud – Where was my pride?

 

I wanted a good man

I looked for women, but nope

Where did my soul ever find to go?

I think maybe dangling at the end of a rope

 

I wanted to die

I wanted the sun to stay up

Was it the dishes I washed so well by the sink?

I took care each time I handled his cup

 

I live my life

I try to love and to live

No one ever showed me so do I know how?

I will find a way – I really want to give

 

If you see me with eyes all glaze over

If I’m not me sometimes some days

Please understand, I’m still here down inside

I’m dealing with life in my own silent ways

 

Please do not judge me

Please take time to see

He tried to trap all that I was

But I am still here – I fight to be free.

 

by Sterling Sinclair, 11/25/2014

 


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Poem – Child Abuse – Domestic Violence – When a Son Still Loves His Mom, Nov 20, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Poem – Child Abuse – Domestic Violence

When a Son Still Loves His Mom

Nov 20, 2014

Mom and I Dance in the Rain

 

She sat on the step that day

She rocked me in her arms

My lips were all but silent

My eyes were screaming alarms

 

Here hands swung with a belt so wide

Here voice squealed of banshees

My back bruised and welted

My legs dropped like fancies

 

She looked as if she died that day

She wet my head with tears

I felt my mother’s worries

I breathed in all her fears

 

She could not stop once she’d begin

She love to hate the pain

I was her little special boy

I used to dance in the rain

 

Why Mom would you hurt me?

Why Mom would you start?

Many years of silence passed

I pushed Mom’s sorrow cart

 

She came by to see me one day

I stood outside my store

Upon the cold sidewalk

Where was my mom anymore?

 

She looked that day like no mom should look

She’d weathered every blow

I knew she felt what she gave me

I knew she had come to go

 

No words were really needed

No words could ever explain

She came to me to do one thing…

Mom and I danced in the rain.

 

Written by Sterling Sinclair (11/20/2014)

 

Love, S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature Tribute to Sexual Assault Survivors – “We Are Strong” November 14, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Auracature Tribute to Sexual Assault Survivors

“We Are Strong”

November 14, 2014

A few days ago, I publicly revealed that I and another student had been sexually assaulted by a teacher in high school.  I was touched by the number of people who had kept their assaults quiet over the years.  Many people began posting their stories of what happened to them.  Some people made it public for the first time.  So many of us have been hurt and have kept it buried over time.  I dedicate this collection to all sexual assault survivors – past and present – publicly proclaimed or privately held – passed or living.

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 2

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 7

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 5

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 6

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 3

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 4

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 1

 

We are strong.

I send you my love, S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Message Update, Change of Energy and Focus, Re: Missing Malaysia Plane Flight MH370, 370 March 22, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Psychic Auracature Message Update

Change of Energy and Focus

Re: Missing Malaysia Plane Flight MH370, 370

March 22, 2014

I woke up this morning and the focus suddenly shifted.

Movement had begun.

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Missing Plane Malaysia Flight MH370 Psychic Message Focus Survivors

 

Energetic focus turns toward India.

Could India be the answer for diplomatic negotiations regarding the missing plane and passengers?

This is a copy of the message:

“Here begins the channeled message:

Matters of diplomacy shift to an Indian focus.

The spotlight shines along the shore.

How does one prevent war?  Kill 230 or begin the strike?

To bury what one knows is not always bad.

Martyrs stand at the edge of the shore

without a friendly ship in sight.

Today we mourn the loss of truth.

The world slips further into battle.

The war room dictates the safe return of human interests.

Today you must ask,

“Will I stand up for the lost?”

“Will I be the voice of revolution?”

“Will I joint eh forces of justice?”

Today, weep, but weep for purpose.

Life must continue but the war cries ripple the waters

with torrential storms no ship shall survive.

Weep my friends. Weep.

But freedom you must ____ to reap.”

Here ends the channeled message.

May any survivors find their ways home safely.

May the fallen find their homes and be laid to rest by their loved ones.

May this happen soon.

God help them.

God help them all,

S

 


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature Image Psychic Message Concerning the Missing Passengers of Flight MH370, Survivors, Missing Malaysia Plane Flight MH370, 370, March 22, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Auracature Image Psychic Message

Concerning the Missing Passengers of Flight MH370

Survivors

Missing Malaysia Plane Flight MH370, 370

March 22, 2014

Again, today 3 channels have spoken of survivors.

The one that I will put on another post tells that the survivors are in jeopardy.

as of 4:57 am EST (Canada) something changed with the energy and I started receiving visions of coastline of India.

This is the Auracature image that I received at about 2:00 pm EST:

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Missing Plane Malaysia Flight MH370  Auracature Update Survivors March 22, 2014

 

The following Auracature was earlier.  Notice the what looks like trees and a shoreline in both:

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature Psychic Message Missing Passenger Staff Family Families Missing Plane Malaysia Flight MH370 032114

 

If they have not physically survived and the messages have been misread

The passengers of the flight are calling out as if alive.

They keep calling for help.

God help them.

God help us all,

S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair New Age Ascension Writing, February 26, “Be Strong Today. It is Your CHOICE!”

Psychic Sterling Sinclair New Age Ascension Writing

February 26, 2013

“Be Strong Today. It is Your CHOICE!”

This is a rare public vent so forgive the tone:  “What didn’t kill me made me stronger.”

What the hell?

Really?

What didn’t kill us simply did not kill us.  In most cases it makes people weaker.  Let’s not be thankful for the benefits of the horror we experienced because it didn’t kill us.  It is our choice to learn from experiences.

Our CHOICE to not let the experience kill us is what makes us STRONGER.

We choose to be strong.

Women survivors of domestic violence often use this phrase as a banner – their strength for moving on.  Although I am a strong supporter of doing what you must do to survive and each person’s method is different, this phrase has so often presented itself as a way of not casting blame or placing ownership of the event(s) onto the spouse/lover/partner/child/etc.

If someone purposely hurts you by throwing you down the stairs, then person was not purposely trying to make you stronger.  It may not have killed you, but now the you are afraid to walk at the top of the stairs when the other person is near you.  Now you are tentative when it comes to trust.  These are not examples of being stronger.

To finally find a way to not let that happen to you and to move on – that makes you stronger.

To overcome your fear – that makes you stronger.

To demand on healthy relationships – that makes you stronger.

Today is a day to be stronger.

It is your choice to be stronger.

You can do it.

You can be strong!

L, S

FB Status:  Do not give up today.  Do not give up today.  Do not give up today.  You can do it. You Can Do It!   YOU CAN DO IT!!!!  I Love You, S  – Comment: Sometimes, some days just say: Quit!  Toss it in.  Sometimes, we fall prey of the defeatist energy to hold us in place long enough till we believe it and in turn focus the same energy upon ourselves.  Today is a day that we say, “We will NOT quit!  We will DO it!  Yes We WILL!”