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Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead – So Don’t Do It: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater October 24 2017

Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater 

October 24 2017

2 years ago today, my nephew Zach fell to the sways and distortions of suicide.  I never really grasped the concept of suicide and I truly don’t think any one studying the living can ever really understand it.  Over the years of offering mediumship sessions, I developed another view than the one as a person who studied it academically and as a person who had attempted in the past. Suicide is not just a perversion of thought, it is a psychic suggestion placed upon the spirit of the victim.  The suggestion filters through the self until all things align, not just mentally.  All facets believe the trickery of suicide.  I think suicide, like “Evil,” deserves to be named as personified destruction, thus named “Suicide.”  “Suicide’s” false promisses and forked toung manipulations can even spread to loved ones like a deceptive virus, contaminating the gameboard upon which nobody knows they stand. “Suicide” may also call itself “Sacrifice” if the rebranding is required. We need to view “Suicide” as a creature whose only function is to rip appart lives and feed off the pain.  Ever notice how, loved ones can spiral into a sort of insanity or deep depression or even disassociation over the weeks, months, and years to follow rather than heal.  “Suicide” amplifies the pain so that pain it can consume.  “Suicide” never can eat enough. It must always have more.  Survivors must at all costs, see “Suicide” as who it is – it is the Ultimate Destructive Trickery.  

If you are considering Suicide to solve your problems or to free yourself from others or to even make a friend stronger or your family’s life better, please know that such reasoning, logic, and justification are all lies.  Life does not get better.  Life does not go on.  Every single person, including your spirit and corpse will fall into an incermountable pain as death spreads and “Suicide” smiles.   Find someone to talk to. Find some way to banish “Suicide” from your existence.  “Suicide” is not the choice you really want to make.  

Sadly, my nephew Zach, fell by the lurings and false promises of suicide. 

Zach’s Obituary Posting
Friends and family are desvistated. Whatever promise “Suicide” made him, it was a lie. 

In the following inspired message, Zach from beyond the grave calls out the lie and the mind altering nightmare of knowing what was about to happen.  
Please, please, please, understand that life is worth living and you do not live life once you are dead.  As a medium, that was the biggest awareness of the dead: dead means dead – dead does not mean keep living.  

This is the Auracature Art drawing that I believe Zach wanted to pass on as a memory tattoo.  

If I were to interpret the lines, it basically means that his spirit is accompanied by a sibling, parent, aunt or uncle, and that he has an angel pulling him out of his darkness while he is gaining a clearer understanding of what happened to him. In short, the lines suggest that Zach’s spirit is being prepared to fully cross over into Love’s Light or in faith related terms – into Heaven.

These are the words that wrote through my hand during the drawing of the above Auracature:

Message inspired by Zach

“Where they put me

I had no escape

I thought that I wouldn’t die

That I’d be better off

That I’d live forever

I never wanted to die

Here I am because of a lie

Nothing was done

From truth they’d run

How did I ever believe them?

Death is NOT fun

I found myself in trouble

So I wrapped myself in my bubble

I knew my life was done

Before the week begun

If I knew that I’d be dead

I’d have never put that gun to my head

You cry

You try not to point fingers

You cast blame at yourself

You watch the world turn

Looking for the lesson that you were to learn

The only thing you didn’t see

Was how trusting naivety can be

I wave from here

I try to be near

But my end was my end to you my family and friends

Today is worse than last year

I think it’s sinking in

That this is not some awful dream

I am never coming home again

No matter the amount of trying 

To understand that last day

The only thing I know for sure

Is that I lost my way

I am not asking for forgiveness

I don’t think it can be forgiven

But try to give yourselves a break

I’m the one who fell asleep 

I’m the one who did not wake

I wonder what this year will be like

Time is strange here on this side

Sorry for not being there

To spend it with you.”

Here is a Spirit Drumming and Chanting that I did for Zach and other loved ones who have fallen to the prey of suicide:

Video: In Memory Zach Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums and Strangely Chants.

In Memory of Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater, His Uncle Rich, Strangely Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums. I seldom drum or chant this this odd. The oddness of it is very reflective of such which is played by the dead through mediumship and channeling. I thought that it would be something pretty and peaceful, instead, it depicts the process of shedding pain. I posted this once already and then I took it down. Then this morning on the 2nd anniversary of Zach’s death by suicide, I received a written message and image that justifies this song.

My sincerest condolences.  

If you are alive and reading this, please stay alive. Never give up living.  You are meant to stay alive until old age opens the doors for your passage onward.  

Much love and Many Blessings, S

“Uncle Rich”


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Ascension Reflection, “We are Flexible and Strong. We LIVE!” January 29, 2013

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Ascension Reflection

“We are Flexible and Strong.  We LIVE!”

January 29, 2013

As the new wave of freezing rain approaches, I gaze out of my studio picture window overlooking the lake.  A 4 foot tall balsam fir stands strait as an arrow while its branches bend under the weight of the heavy, moist snow left by yesterday’s storm.  Under the pressure of life’s storms, we may feel fragile and about to break.  Today, we are reminded that we too are flexible and can find life under the most unthinkable conditions.

Three years ago, my health took a drastic turn for the worse.  With seizures, black outs, and other physical issues, my life had all but collapsed.  I had come to find peace with dying.  But in an effort to reforest what I had cleared to build my cottage, I started to transplant saplings from the woods.  Tucked into a thicket I found this little tree.  It struggled for light and was almost completely hidden by other vegetation.  To give it a fighting to live, I dug it up and brought home.

This little balsam fir was almost half its current height.  I planted it where I once planned to build a gazebo off the corner of my studio.  I cared for this little tree and day by day I watched it grow as I wrote my blog posts and messages to you about staying strong.

As if both the tree’s spirit and my spirit finally believed what I was writing, my posture changed, confidence grew and my spine became strong.  My health corrected itself and my seizures and blackouts simply faded away.  Now, I, like the little balsam, bend under the weight of life rather than snap.

Could our spirits have found a way to hold each other up?  As I nurtured this little balsam fir, did it nurture me too?  I am sure that we nurtured each other.  I supported its life and it supported mine.

This morning as I gaze upon her tall strait spine and bending branches I am grateful for this little tree.  Universal design did not only create us to be strong, we were brought together during our times of trial.

Today, we are reminded to live our lives.

Today, we are reminded that we are not alone.

Today, we are reminded that we are strong, flexible and able to thrive.

Many Blessings,


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As the new storm approaches, a 4 foot tall balsam fir stands strait as an arrow while its branches bend under the weight of the heavy, moist snow left by yesterday’s storm.  Under the pressure of life’s storms, we may feel fragile and about to break.  Today, we are reminded that, like the little tree, we are flexible and strong. We too, can weather life’s storms.  Stay strong today.  Love, S

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Reflection of the Day, “Do Not Give In to Pre-Ascension Powers,” January 22, 2013

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Reflection of the Day, January 22, 2013

“Do Not Give In to Pre-Ascension Powers”

If you have had to deal with matters of injustice (as you would interpret them) over the last few days, then you will want to read this post.

Issues and crises scream a violent plea of injustice.

Pre-ascension powers become desperate to monopolize the programming of our minds. They attack our lives, lifestyles, beliefs, values, and rights by repeatedly hitting us with injustices and matters which cause us to defend, recoil, retaliate, plea for fairness and add fuel to destructive situations. We must do our best not react in these ways.

If we do not get caught up in pre-ascension energies, we should find a relief by the full moon – Jan 25-28, 2013.

This is where the rubber hits the road.

This is where pre-ascension energies try to hit us where it hurts; where we are most vulnerable – our rights, our matters of self, our loved ones, our passions.  It is not easy to turn the cheek to such violations and in many situations, seemingly impossible.   To occupy our thought processes and emotional reactions, the pre-ascended powers have brought the battlefront to our lives’  doorsteps.  It keeps knocking till we lose it and let it back into our lives.  Refuse the Entry of Pre-Ascension Assaults and Manipulations!

They will leave.  They will leave.  They will leave.

The ascension provided us with a mind reboot and a new energy system.

The ascension provided us with opportunities to walk paths that we were meant to walk.

The ascension provided us with the ability to recreate the world that we live in together.

The New Age is different is a new age.

We grow with it as it grows.

We are the ascended.

We control the NEW programming of our own minds.

We choose what gets in.

We choose our lives.

We have the power.

We move forward.  We move forward.  We move forward.

Many blessings and much love to you,