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Psychic Sterling Sinclair Sexual Assault Survivor Poem and Auracature “Still Here – Fighting to be Free.” When he comes in your room at night… November 25, 2014


Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Sexual Assault Survivor Poem and Auracature

“Still Here – Fighting to be Free.”  

When he comes in your room at night…

 November 25, 2014

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I’m Still Here

 

I looked to the side

I stared at the wall

My lips bled from teeth bites

I never dared to call

 

I cleared the plate at supper

I feared the setting sun

Soon I’d try to sleep

I wished I wasn’t the one

 

I covered myself with blankets

I curled way down deep

But when I’d start to close my eyes

I felt him when he’d creep

 

I was not safe even in my own room

I wasn’t ever there alone

My siblings slept in beds beside me

I don’t know how I got his bone

 

I guess I was special

I guess from me their backs were turned

Silence screamed loudly as my springs did squeak

I wiped my eyes – Oh his love burned

 

I never saw him leave

I wouldn’t show my tears

Like a bad dream, the night ate up his shape

I wanted a drink from one of his beers

 

I coughed up in my mouth

I was sickened by his meat

His fingers would pierce me

I washed the blood from my sheet

 

I was alone at night

I was alone during the day

If anyone knew, not a mention was made

I wanted to go – Oh why did I stay?

 

I tried to tell Mom

I told my sister too

But the fingers pointed back at me

I guess I said something untrue

 

I learned to be quiet

I held these secrets inside

My pain was kept silent by the smiles that I’d wear

I tried to be proud – Where was my pride?

 

I wanted a good man

I looked for women, but nope

Where did my soul ever find to go?

I think maybe dangling at the end of a rope

 

I wanted to die

I wanted the sun to stay up

Was it the dishes I washed so well by the sink?

I took care each time I handled his cup

 

I live my life

I try to love and to live

No one ever showed me so do I know how?

I will find a way – I really want to give

 

If you see me with eyes all glaze over

If I’m not me sometimes some days

Please understand, I’m still here down inside

I’m dealing with life in my own silent ways

 

Please do not judge me

Please take time to see

He tried to trap all that I was

But I am still here – I fight to be free.

 

by Sterling Sinclair, 11/25/2014

 

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Psychic Sterling Sinclair Intriguing Auracature of a Crucified Head – Is this a Reference to ISIS? To Persecuted Christians? Any Thoughts? October 19, 2014


Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Intriguing Auracature of a Crucified Head

Is this a Reference to ISIS?  

To Persecuted Christians?  

Any Thoughts?  October 19, 2014

 

May we someday find peace.

L, S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature of the Day, “Solitude,” November 12, 2013


Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Auracature of the Day

“Solitude”

November 12, 2013

 

This the first image of its sort that has ever shown up on my Auracatures.

The following message came through too:

“Solitude

Silence

Stillness

Stumbles Sideways

Simply Slipping

Surrounding

Single

Space”

 

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2 dots alone through space and time = darkness

Does this forecast the power grid shutdown or is it simply meditative?

You decide…

Blessings,

S

We are not alone…


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Remembrance Day Auracatures November 11, 2013


Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Remembrance Day

Auracatures

November 11, 2013

I was raised by 2 grandfathers who were WWII veterans.

Upon their knees I listened to them as they told their stories.

They taught me to avoid war – to prevent war.

They taught me to brave.

They never spoke of their decorations unless asked.

They taught me to stand up for rights and freedoms.

Sadly, I have not done nearly as much as I would have wanted to do.

These two men and the veterans I have met, were/are modesty, bravery and sacrifice personified.

I tried to capture some of that in these Auracatures.

May this be my way of honouring them in my moments of silence.

I shall never forget.

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Blessings,

S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Annual Halloween Auracature Talismans to Inspire Safety and Protection – Personal & Home, October 29, 2013


Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Annual Halloween Auracature Talismans

to Inspire Safety and Protection

Personal & Home

October 29, 2013

 

You may use these as wallpaper, carry them, pin them up or stick them up.

The personal ones are good to have on your phone, pocket/wallet/bag and in/under/above your bed.

The home one can be put in multiple places like windows, points of entry, on vents etc.  I even stick mine up on my mirrors facing into the mirror.

You can boost them by writing your own message on them ( the one says “Protect” – write the guide/spiritual influence/protector’s name before each “protect”).

An additional boost is to burn a copy outside while saying the phrase or words written on the talisman ( say the set of words/instruction/phrase a minimum of 3 times).

You can repeat the process if you want.

The idea is to focus your intent and to build your personal/family/home protection walls.

Feel free to print them or trace them or photo them with your phone.

No matter what, try to sat peaceful and happy this Halloween week.

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Have yourselves a happy and safe Halloween week.

Many blessings,

S