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Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead – So Don’t Do It: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater October 24 2017

Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater 

October 24 2017

2 years ago today, my nephew Zach fell to the sways and distortions of suicide.  I never really grasped the concept of suicide and I truly don’t think any one studying the living can ever really understand it.  Over the years of offering mediumship sessions, I developed another view than the one as a person who studied it academically and as a person who had attempted in the past. Suicide is not just a perversion of thought, it is a psychic suggestion placed upon the spirit of the victim.  The suggestion filters through the self until all things align, not just mentally.  All facets believe the trickery of suicide.  I think suicide, like “Evil,” deserves to be named as personified destruction, thus named “Suicide.”  “Suicide’s” false promisses and forked toung manipulations can even spread to loved ones like a deceptive virus, contaminating the gameboard upon which nobody knows they stand. “Suicide” may also call itself “Sacrifice” if the rebranding is required. We need to view “Suicide” as a creature whose only function is to rip appart lives and feed off the pain.  Ever notice how, loved ones can spiral into a sort of insanity or deep depression or even disassociation over the weeks, months, and years to follow rather than heal.  “Suicide” amplifies the pain so that pain it can consume.  “Suicide” never can eat enough. It must always have more.  Survivors must at all costs, see “Suicide” as who it is – it is the Ultimate Destructive Trickery.  

If you are considering Suicide to solve your problems or to free yourself from others or to even make a friend stronger or your family’s life better, please know that such reasoning, logic, and justification are all lies.  Life does not get better.  Life does not go on.  Every single person, including your spirit and corpse will fall into an incermountable pain as death spreads and “Suicide” smiles.   Find someone to talk to. Find some way to banish “Suicide” from your existence.  “Suicide” is not the choice you really want to make.  

Sadly, my nephew Zach, fell by the lurings and false promises of suicide. 

Zach’s Obituary Posting
Friends and family are desvistated. Whatever promise “Suicide” made him, it was a lie. 

  
In the following inspired message, Zach from beyond the grave calls out the lie and the mind altering nightmare of knowing what was about to happen.  
Please, please, please, understand that life is worth living and you do not live life once you are dead.  As a medium, that was the biggest awareness of the dead: dead means dead – dead does not mean keep living.  

This is the Auracature Art drawing that I believe Zach wanted to pass on as a memory tattoo.  

  
If I were to interpret the lines, it basically means that his spirit is accompanied by a sibling, parent, aunt or uncle, and that he has an angel pulling him out of his darkness while he is gaining a clearer understanding of what happened to him. In short, the lines suggest that Zach’s spirit is being prepared to fully cross over into Love’s Light or in faith related terms – into Heaven.

  
These are the words that wrote through my hand during the drawing of the above Auracature:

Message inspired by Zach

“Where they put me

I had no escape

I thought that I wouldn’t die

That I’d be better off

That I’d live forever

I never wanted to die

Here I am because of a lie

Nothing was done

From truth they’d run

How did I ever believe them?

Death is NOT fun

I found myself in trouble

So I wrapped myself in my bubble

I knew my life was done

Before the week begun

If I knew that I’d be dead

I’d have never put that gun to my head

You cry

You try not to point fingers

You cast blame at yourself

You watch the world turn

Looking for the lesson that you were to learn

The only thing you didn’t see

Was how trusting naivety can be

I wave from here

I try to be near

But my end was my end to you my family and friends

Today is worse than last year

I think it’s sinking in

That this is not some awful dream

I am never coming home again

No matter the amount of trying 

To understand that last day

The only thing I know for sure

Is that I lost my way

I am not asking for forgiveness

I don’t think it can be forgiven

But try to give yourselves a break

I’m the one who fell asleep 

I’m the one who did not wake

I wonder what this year will be like

Time is strange here on this side

Sorry for not being there

To spend it with you.”

Here is a Spirit Drumming and Chanting that I did for Zach and other loved ones who have fallen to the prey of suicide:

Video: In Memory Zach Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums and Strangely Chants.

In Memory of Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater, His Uncle Rich, Strangely Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums. I seldom drum or chant this this odd. The oddness of it is very reflective of such which is played by the dead through mediumship and channeling. I thought that it would be something pretty and peaceful, instead, it depicts the process of shedding pain. I posted this once already and then I took it down. Then this morning on the 2nd anniversary of Zach’s death by suicide, I received a written message and image that justifies this song.

My sincerest condolences.  

If you are alive and reading this, please stay alive. Never give up living.  You are meant to stay alive until old age opens the doors for your passage onward.  

Much love and Many Blessings, S

“Uncle Rich”

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Being an Extremely Sensitive Empath has Its Challenges but The Great Outdoors is Healing: Sterling Sinclair Goes Barefoot Tree Hugging, Walking, Bathing and Sunset Swimming, October 2017

Being an Extremely Sensitive Empath has Its Challenges but The Great Outdoors is Healing: Sterling Sinclair Goes Barefoot Tree Hugging, Walking, Bathing and Sunset Swimming, October 2017

If you are like me, people, yes people, people in general drain you.  The drama never ends whether it be on a sidewalk, at a friend’s house visiting, at a hospital or big stores like Walmart.  

  
Take us to a conference just to listen – bam – drain. 

Have us present – triple bam – ultra drain. 

  
If you are like me, you probably go out and socialize as seldom as possible and live like a hermit as much as possible.  

  
We are naturally social as well as reclusive.  It is an impossible life to live but we find our ways to live it. 

Over the past few weeks, I have had difficulty finding stability because I have been out and about.  

  
So when at my rural  waterfront studio in the woods, I have been seeking restoration.  

  
I hope that these videos give you a sense of peace, calm and home.  

This is a video of me heading out for a walk in the field. I just got back to the studio and immediately had to go for a walk: 

Sterling Sinclair heads out for a walk in the country
Once out in the woods, especially in the fall, I like to kick off my shoes and go walking barefoot in the leaves.  It is astonishingly grounding.  

  
This is a video of me walking barefoot through the leaves: 

Video: Sterling Sinclair goes Walking in the woods
I love it when nature starts to peacefully whisper to me and I am called to hug the trees.

  
 This video is raw and up close. I hope that you gain the sense of being one with the forest: 

Video: Sterling Sinclair Natural Tree Hugging
When I return, especially when it is at sunset or evening, I find that a nature swim or blessed bathing in the lake to be restorative.  I let the waters drain away any pain that I am shedding. 

  
This video is of my going into the lake barefoot. The water for the end of October is really warm. It was so magical with the light twinking on the lake as the sun set.  

Video: Sterling Sinclair kicks off his shoes and walks into the lake
For us extreme empaths, reconnecting with nature and the elements has a way of giving us a rest.  The above moments gave me times to cleanse and re-energize.  Do you do similar activities too. Do you find nature helpful? 

Much love, S 


Sterling Sinclair Oracle Deck Card Draw for Friday the 13th, October, 2017

Sterling Sinclair Oracle Deck Card Draw for Friday the 13th, October, 2017

  

Let us share compassion on this night/day. Please know that you are never alone and someone out there loves you. 

  
Video of Sterling turning His Oracle Deck and Drawing the Card for this Friday the 13th
  
Written on the card is:

“Compassion uplifts within a time of pain and disappointment.”

Please be gentle with you and your loved ones today/ tonght. 

Let’s share compassion with each other. 

Much love and many blessings, S


Oracle Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art – Andreas Lubitz – Depression – Was he that Murderous and Suicidal? Germanwings A320 4U 9525, April 5, 2015

Oracle Sterling Sinclair

Psychic Auracature Art

Andreas Lubitz & Depression

Was he that Murderous and Suicidal?

Germanwings A320 4U 9525, April 5, 2015

Oracle Strerling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art Lufthansa Germanwings Airbus 320 4U 9525 D-AIPX DAIPX Crash inf French Alps Update April 5, 2015 Andreas Lubitz Co-Pilot Andy

Today, I took a moment to see what Andreas Lubitz afterlife is looking like.

The image may surprise you but it fits with all of my other images.

If Andreas Lubitz was a murderous suicidal human who intentionally killed all the people on that plane including himself, the Auracature would show him bathed in the fires of judgement or lost on a blackness – an absence of spiritworld – a land of destitute death.

Of all the cases sent my way over the years concerning murders and suicides, everyone of them were like of some sort within the first 3 weeks.

There seems to be little question among anyone but me if he was piloting or co-piloting the plane that day.  I am still awaiting the proof.  however, I will never get it.  So I am willing to join the masses and assume that he was driving that plane and not someone else.

With that said, the audio black box allegedly illustrated breathing by him.  No other behaviour than breathing.  There is argument of whether or not it was heard of him pressing a button or something but what really is the guilt – the co-pilot was breathing in a steady motion without medical emergency or elevated heart rate.  Sounds like a serial killer or military trained sniper or maybe even a rogue James Bond character.  Lubitz guilt is based upon an alleged recording of him breathing.  Nothing More.

People may say that he adjusted the speed and auto pilot but that was found on the blackbox after it somehow made its way back onto the mountain but with the recorder the second time.  Whatever details come from that recorder device must be assumed to have been after the fact of the crash because the same black box was found on the 25th, days before with no recording device.

So to calculate a conviction and a world feast of hate upon blaming him as a villain, he is being painted as being a suicidal maniac who calculated a logical way to crash that plane that day without any training or diagrams, plans, suicide notes or any notice of his crew, including the pilot himself.  Even before the day, it seems people who knew him, had no idea he was this murderous fuck up.  So if he wasn’t a cold calculated killer, then he was “depressed.”

Here is an intriguing suicide article.

In the USA, 8.3 million people per year consider suicide and 0.2 million people ever attempt it without a well thought out plan.  Out of that number only about 10% of women succeed and about 20% of men succeed.  Yes, we hear that he researched suicide methods but I can almost guarantee you he did not search “airbus 320 loaded passenger plane assisted murder suicide how tos.”  We have not been told that he researched that – just suicide methods.

http://lostallhope.com/suicide-statistics

Ok, so how does he go from suicide concerns in 2009 to spontaneously becoming a murderer seemingly out of the blue on March 24th.

Well, simply put, he doesn’t.

So if he did do it, how did he come to that?

There is a remotely possible way that he was brainwashed, triggered, or programmed without his knowledge.  and the whole thing played out.

Oracle Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art Lufthansa Germanwings Airbus 320 Flight 4U 9525 crash into the French Alps on its way from Barcelona to Dusseldorf March 24 2015 Roles of Pilot and Co-Pilot 1

I say remote possibility, but I have not even once received a vision that this even happened.

Something else in the sky illustrates itself as happening that day.

I previously posted about this over the last week or so.

So is it my psychic opinion or oracle knowing that Andreas Lubitz intentionally killed himself and all those people on Germanwings 4U 9525?

It is NOT!  Something else happened.

Will he be accused and his family hurt by the post mortem conviction?

If such a thing can happen, I say the likeliness is 89%.  However, at this time, it seems like 100%.

This is a nightmare for all of the people’s families who had people die on that plane, including the family of Andreas Lubitz.

The visions show that the only way another possible verdict or serious open inquest can ever happen is if the public appetite changes.  I don’t see that happening anytime soon.

These are some symptoms of someone about to commit suicide:

Some Suicide Warning Signs

“Have you ever heard someone say two or more of the following?

  • Life isn’t worth living
  • My family (or friends or girlfriend/boyfriend) would be better off without me
  • Next time I’ll take enough pills to do the job right
  • Take my prized collection or valuables — I don’t need this stuff anymore
  • Don’t worry, I won’t be around to deal with that
  • You’ll be sorry when I’m gone
  • I won’t be in your way much longer
  • I just can’t deal with everything — life’s too hard
  • I won’t be a burden much longer
  • Nobody understands me — nobody feels the way I do
  • There’s nothing I can do to make it better
  • I’d be better off dead
  • I feel like there is no way out
  • You’d be better off without me

Have you noticed them doing one or more of the following activities?

  • Getting affairs in order (paying off debts, changing a will)
  • Giving away articles of either personal or monetary value
  • Signs of planning a suicide such as obtaining a weapon or writing a suicide note

Suicide is one of the most serious symptoms of someone who is suffering from severe depression. Common signs of depression include:

  • Depressed or sad mood (e.g., feeling “blue” or “down in the dumps”)
  • A change in the person’s sleeping patterns (e.g., sleeping too much or too little, or having difficulty sleeping the night through)
  • A significant change in the person’s weight or appetite
  • Speaking and/or moving with unusual speed or slowness
  • Loss of interest or pleasure in usual activities (e.g., hobbies, outdoor activities, hanging around with friends)
  • Withdrawal from family and friends
  • Fatigue or loss of energy
  • Diminished ability to think or concentrate, slowed thinking or indecisiveness
  • Feelings of worthlessness, self-reproach, or guilt
  • Thoughts of death, suicide, or wishes to be dead

http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2007/10/08/common-signs-of-someone-who-may-be-suicidal/

Oracle Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art death dying grief suicide

For all the people involved and suffering from this nightmare, I pray that truth shall be found and that healing and grieving may take its natural course.

God Help them all.

God Help us all.

L, S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Poem – Child Abuse – Domestic Violence – When a Son Still Loves His Mom, Nov 20, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Poem – Child Abuse – Domestic Violence

When a Son Still Loves His Mom

Nov 20, 2014

Mom and I Dance in the Rain

 

She sat on the step that day

She rocked me in her arms

My lips were all but silent

My eyes were screaming alarms

 

Here hands swung with a belt so wide

Here voice squealed of banshees

My back bruised and welted

My legs dropped like fancies

 

She looked as if she died that day

She wet my head with tears

I felt my mother’s worries

I breathed in all her fears

 

She could not stop once she’d begin

She love to hate the pain

I was her little special boy

I used to dance in the rain

 

Why Mom would you hurt me?

Why Mom would you start?

Many years of silence passed

I pushed Mom’s sorrow cart

 

She came by to see me one day

I stood outside my store

Upon the cold sidewalk

Where was my mom anymore?

 

She looked that day like no mom should look

She’d weathered every blow

I knew she felt what she gave me

I knew she had come to go

 

No words were really needed

No words could ever explain

She came to me to do one thing…

Mom and I danced in the rain.

 

Written by Sterling Sinclair (11/20/2014)

 

Love, S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature Tribute to Sexual Assault Survivors – “We Are Strong” November 14, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Auracature Tribute to Sexual Assault Survivors

“We Are Strong”

November 14, 2014

A few days ago, I publicly revealed that I and another student had been sexually assaulted by a teacher in high school.  I was touched by the number of people who had kept their assaults quiet over the years.  Many people began posting their stories of what happened to them.  Some people made it public for the first time.  So many of us have been hurt and have kept it buried over time.  I dedicate this collection to all sexual assault survivors – past and present – publicly proclaimed or privately held – passed or living.

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 2

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 7

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 5

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 6

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 3

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 4

 

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Life Coach Medium Counselling Auracature Art  Madoc Tweed Belleville Sexual Assault Survivor Together Strong 1

 

We are strong.

I send you my love, S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature “Sunny Day Smiles,” It is time. I Love You and Send You A Smile. March 28, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Auracature “Sunny Day Smiles”

It is time.

I Love You and Send You A Smile.

March 28, 2014

There is so much pain in the world with all that is going on.

Although I will be posting Auracature channel updates today,

I prayed for better times and in turn, I received this Auracature.

No matter your hurt, I sure hope this lightens your hear today.

I send you a smile, pass it on…

Sterling Sinclair Smiles

 

May blessings find you today.

Love,

S