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Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead – So Don’t Do It: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater October 24 2017

Before Committing Suicide Be Clear that You will be Dead: Former Medium Sterling Sinclair Channels a Psychic Message, an Auracature image, and a Spirit Drumming and Chanting in Memory of his Nephew Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater 

October 24 2017

2 years ago today, my nephew Zach fell to the sways and distortions of suicide.  I never really grasped the concept of suicide and I truly don’t think any one studying the living can ever really understand it.  Over the years of offering mediumship sessions, I developed another view than the one as a person who studied it academically and as a person who had attempted in the past. Suicide is not just a perversion of thought, it is a psychic suggestion placed upon the spirit of the victim.  The suggestion filters through the self until all things align, not just mentally.  All facets believe the trickery of suicide.  I think suicide, like “Evil,” deserves to be named as personified destruction, thus named “Suicide.”  “Suicide’s” false promisses and forked toung manipulations can even spread to loved ones like a deceptive virus, contaminating the gameboard upon which nobody knows they stand. “Suicide” may also call itself “Sacrifice” if the rebranding is required. We need to view “Suicide” as a creature whose only function is to rip appart lives and feed off the pain.  Ever notice how, loved ones can spiral into a sort of insanity or deep depression or even disassociation over the weeks, months, and years to follow rather than heal.  “Suicide” amplifies the pain so that pain it can consume.  “Suicide” never can eat enough. It must always have more.  Survivors must at all costs, see “Suicide” as who it is – it is the Ultimate Destructive Trickery.  

If you are considering Suicide to solve your problems or to free yourself from others or to even make a friend stronger or your family’s life better, please know that such reasoning, logic, and justification are all lies.  Life does not get better.  Life does not go on.  Every single person, including your spirit and corpse will fall into an incermountable pain as death spreads and “Suicide” smiles.   Find someone to talk to. Find some way to banish “Suicide” from your existence.  “Suicide” is not the choice you really want to make.  

Sadly, my nephew Zach, fell by the lurings and false promises of suicide. 

Zach’s Obituary Posting
Friends and family are desvistated. Whatever promise “Suicide” made him, it was a lie. 

  
In the following inspired message, Zach from beyond the grave calls out the lie and the mind altering nightmare of knowing what was about to happen.  
Please, please, please, understand that life is worth living and you do not live life once you are dead.  As a medium, that was the biggest awareness of the dead: dead means dead – dead does not mean keep living.  

This is the Auracature Art drawing that I believe Zach wanted to pass on as a memory tattoo.  

  
If I were to interpret the lines, it basically means that his spirit is accompanied by a sibling, parent, aunt or uncle, and that he has an angel pulling him out of his darkness while he is gaining a clearer understanding of what happened to him. In short, the lines suggest that Zach’s spirit is being prepared to fully cross over into Love’s Light or in faith related terms – into Heaven.

  
These are the words that wrote through my hand during the drawing of the above Auracature:

Message inspired by Zach

“Where they put me

I had no escape

I thought that I wouldn’t die

That I’d be better off

That I’d live forever

I never wanted to die

Here I am because of a lie

Nothing was done

From truth they’d run

How did I ever believe them?

Death is NOT fun

I found myself in trouble

So I wrapped myself in my bubble

I knew my life was done

Before the week begun

If I knew that I’d be dead

I’d have never put that gun to my head

You cry

You try not to point fingers

You cast blame at yourself

You watch the world turn

Looking for the lesson that you were to learn

The only thing you didn’t see

Was how trusting naivety can be

I wave from here

I try to be near

But my end was my end to you my family and friends

Today is worse than last year

I think it’s sinking in

That this is not some awful dream

I am never coming home again

No matter the amount of trying 

To understand that last day

The only thing I know for sure

Is that I lost my way

I am not asking for forgiveness

I don’t think it can be forgiven

But try to give yourselves a break

I’m the one who fell asleep 

I’m the one who did not wake

I wonder what this year will be like

Time is strange here on this side

Sorry for not being there

To spend it with you.”

Here is a Spirit Drumming and Chanting that I did for Zach and other loved ones who have fallen to the prey of suicide:

Video: In Memory Zach Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums and Strangely Chants.

In Memory of Zachary “Zach” Bridgewater, His Uncle Rich, Strangely Sterling Sinclair Spirit Drums. I seldom drum or chant this this odd. The oddness of it is very reflective of such which is played by the dead through mediumship and channeling. I thought that it would be something pretty and peaceful, instead, it depicts the process of shedding pain. I posted this once already and then I took it down. Then this morning on the 2nd anniversary of Zach’s death by suicide, I received a written message and image that justifies this song.

My sincerest condolences.  

If you are alive and reading this, please stay alive. Never give up living.  You are meant to stay alive until old age opens the doors for your passage onward.  

Much love and Many Blessings, S

“Uncle Rich”

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Angels Descend Upon Passengers and Crew – Oracle Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art Germanwings A320 4U 9525 Crash in French Alps Update: April 1, 2015

Angels Descend Upon Passengers and Crew

Oracle Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art

Germanwings A320 4U 9525 Crash in French Alps

Update: April 1, 2015

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The energy is changing. Prayers are being heard.

I cannot see them yet but the channels of the ones who died on that mountain are becoming clearer.

Today’s Auracature “Angels Descend,” is clear that the airline is there to trust and look after the best interests of the deceased and their families.  They have business issues and international diplomatic troubles overwhelming the halls of their offices.  Logistics.  Logistics.

The Auracature came with a channeled written message as well.

The eternal resting place, memorial and place of visitation is being asked of the survived loved ones’ families, corporations and lawyers to pressure the airline for that to be included in their settlement packages.  Do not be bought out.  The truth is on the way and your settlements may be much, much more sizable than what initially is being estimated.

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This is the channeled message to the survived loved ones and organizations helping them:

“Recovery has begun.

Prayers are being heard.

Remains unseen spilled at the scene

Call to family, for they must be seen.

A movement and path to grieve;

Negotiate for places where love conquers hate.

Till the time loved one(s) can come ,

Heavens of angels come on the run.

Seek truth – accept no lies

But plant the seeds of good times to come.

The(y) want to live too –

At least life they’ll become.

Stake your claim where blood has been spilled,

For eternal life many have been willed.

Pray to the angels

They’ll bring them home

Beside you in Glory

They’ll forever roam.”

Here ends the channeled message.

I am unsure if it makes a difference if you are Roman Catholic of Orthodox but I kept seeing both churches conducting masses for the fallen begging in Christ’s name that love resound, angels come to help, evil be vanquished and truth be revealed.  An essence of forgiveness is there in the visions but not near the forefront.  The time to grieve, find truth and seek justice appears to be more dominant energies than healing and forgiveness.

My heart goes out to all of the survived loved ones.

May God help you all.

Love to you, S

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Psychic Sterling Sinclair: To Seek the Same or Choose Something Different? That is the Question. An Essay on the Driving Function of Memory. August 20, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair:

To Seek the Same or Choose Something Different?  That is the Question.

An Essay on the Driving Function of Memory.  

August 20, 2014

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When I travel, I like to taste different foods, see new sights, hear sounds I don’t recall hearing before and meeting new people.  I like to experience something new.  But at the same time, I seek out cheese, chocolate, a hamburger, fish and chips, a flower garden, trees with shade and a clean, safe, comfy room in which to rest my head.  I travel to experience life but I have a tendency to gravitate back to what is comforting and familiar.

I have observed that friends of mine do the same.  Every year, year in and year out, they find a resort that offers all you can eat and drink and a beach on which to sunbathe.  They may venture off the resort for small day trips and may even mingle with the locals for a short time but at the end of the day, they return to their recognizable comforts.

Are we creatures of habit?  Maybe?  Maybe there is more to it than that.

A woman I know dates and has dated the same sort of man – an uneducated, hurt, grease monkey with baggage, power issues and who desires a mother- lover.  They all seem to like muscle cars and trying to live on the edge.

A man I know is married to an older, divorced woman who has 2 small dogs, a little girl with long, dark hair.  He has a close friend who fits the exact same description but the women’s hair colours are different.

Even though the people are different, the different people they found are still the same.  Why?

In the depths of our mind revolves a recognition function.  Psychologist after psychologist have pointed out that we seek what created us and/or nurtured us.  We seek to return.  Our emotional connections and the need to curl up in our egg shell drive us to live the familiar.

Ever catch yourself saying, “Why do I always do that?”

Past life theorists claim that our repeated actions, desires, and senses of home are determined by our unresolved past life issues.  But what if we repeat and we don’t have unresolved issues?

In the deep recesses of our minds where our soul greets its fuel – its spirit – a spinning ball of timeless memory fires our mutual multiple lives with sparks of the same memory.

If you burn the same size bonfire under the same tree and feed the fire new wood, the tree will repeatedly wither from the heat.  No matter the wood, the tree still gets singed.  Only when the sparks stop hitting the branches does the tree begin to grow back.

However, in this memory, we must consciously and deliberately alter its spark.  Where it may be flames it must be changed to electrical frequencies or splashes of tears for life to change.  The memory will still fire, but a change is when it fires something different.

How is that done?

Because we already possess the memory, it is not making new memories that we seek.  The quest is to trigger other memories to spark.  New memory triggers are required.  It is not about learning something new in this life, it is about freeing the memory of what it already knows.

Is it alright to seek the familiar and rest in the comfort of a recognizable, cyclical life?  If you like it, then it is.  However, there will be a time, whether in this life or the next, when the comfortable will feel uncomfortable.  When that time comes, the quest to free memory will commence.

We can choose to be slaves to our past lives and repeated patterns or we can choose to investigate, experience and search for new ones.  No matter the choice, the choice is ours to make.

If you hear yourself asking, “Is this all what life is meant to be?”  OR “Is this all I was meant to do?” You are ready to embark on your quest – the quest to free your memory.

When your memory begins to spark different memories, familiarity will meet newness and together they will stimulate your heart.  You will be driven to run or to stay put.  You may be driven to do both at the same time.  Life will begin to look different and with that new sight, your previously familiar surroundings and context will suddenly be unfamiliar.  You will know things about yourself and other people that you did not before know (or thought you didn’t know).  Ideas will come to you.  Ideas that you had no idea existed.

Will you lose you if you embark on your quest to free your memory?  No.  Your memory is already there.  You are not finding a new memory.  You are remembering what your memory already knows.

Will you be different?  You may seem to be different.

Different Good or Different Bad?  Neither and both at the same time.

To free your memory is to free you.  Once free, you can never turn back.

The choice to free your memory is yours.  When the time comes that you choose to embark on the quest to free your memory – it will be the right time to do so.  There is no rush.  But no matter what time it becomes, the choice will be yours to make.

Is it time for change?

You choose.

Love, S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair: Life’s Thrift Shop and Memories Worth Keeping – Remember, It’s time to Move Forward! August 17, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair:

Life’s Thrift Shop and Memories Worth Keeping

Remember, It’s time to Move Forward! 

August 17, 2014

I must confess, I am a thrift store junkie.  I even owned one a while back.  What astounds me is what I find on the shelves.  Discarded cherished memories of special times and life events get there because someone decided to throw them out.  A thrift shop is not a place where junk is thrown; it is a place where memories exist.

I cannot help but think that life is like that sometimes.  Without memories, where does life go?

It is not uncommon to find cups, plaques, plates, shirts and ornaments that were bought on trips from around the world.  Sometimes they are dated 20-50 years back and still labeled with special messages and the names of people who went on the trips.  To someone, these souvenirs represented fun and happy times that were meant to be preserved.  But something happened in their lives that resulted in these items being tossed.

I also find an abundance of photos filled photo albums, collectors’ plates and ornaments as well as entire sets of fine bone china, and 25th / 40th/ 50th/ 60th anniversary plates, cups, picture frames with pictures still in them and tea stained tea services.  Sometimes, all of the anniversary years show up on the shelf on the same day – like someone simply threw out many years of marriage.  The previous owner of these items collected them, cared for them and likely met fond memories every time he or she thought of them or saw them.   Then, something happened in their lives and their memory triggers were discarded.

A thrift shop is not a junk graveyard but rather an inexpensive depository of memories.

As a psychic and life coach I meet many people who are going through difficult times.  When we have a divorce, for example, the relationship becomes clouded.  We look at years and years of bad times and have a tendency to overlook the good times.  Sometimes, we overlook years of good times because of one bad time.  The negative darkens the mind and the positive is forced deep back into the shadows.  We forget how we felt at one time for our partner.  We prevent ourselves from acknowledging that we had really good times at times.  The ridding ourselves of those memories, do not free us but rather trap us in the negative.  We inevitably prevent ourselves from living.

I often hear, “I was so stupid to fall in love with him.”  Do not do that yourself.  Love is a strange thing.  When we fall in love, we fall in love.  When difficult times hit, we punish ourselves by stripping the last notions of our lives from us.  We lose identity and personal value.  We forget who we are.  We simply toss them to the side – sometimes hoping for another person to pick them up and them home.

When loved ones die, the people remaining grieve in their way.  Some people grieve by immediately cleansing.  Some people hold on.  Some people get angry and clean up.  Some people do nothing.  We all do it differently but one thing remains the same – we face blurred memories of life while we are grieving.  We make decisions that we would normally not make, like donating our mother’s international bell collection or sand art dogs to a thrift shop.  Some of us decide to throw out “junk,” “clutter,” and stuff just because that is what it is in that mindset.

Recall the old saying, “Don’t throw out the baby with the bathwater?”  Well this is an example.

The bathwater goes out in our lives and the babies end up buried in junk piles or carelessly heaped upon thrift shop shelves yearning for someone to adopt them and take home and care for them again.  Once they are gone, the memory triggers are gone too.

In a state of hurt, anger, frustration, sadness, or confusion, we look at our lives and start ridding ourselves of the painful.  In that process, we often accidentally rid ourselves the most special memory triggers in life.

Be careful not to discard special, love filled times when you are cleansing yourself of the negative.  not let the negative blanket your life.

As a reader of memories and as a communicant with the other side, I truly believe that it is the living memories of fond times that keep us moving forward and our passed loved ones actively rejoicing in our lives, minds and hearts.  Our memories transcend death.

A fond memory may very well be the most special thing you have.

By preserving your special memories, the good times in life help us move forward.  We are reminded that we are/were loved.  We see life through a positive light.

Sometimes, a memory trigger, no matter how small and seemingly insignificant, may to us, be a priceless gift worth keeping.

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Today, remember good times.

I send you my love.

S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair “There is No Creativity!” March 28, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

“There is No Creativity!”

March 28, 2014

Sterling Sinclair Creativity

 

Remember?

Remember?!

Remember!

Blessings,

S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Creates a New Page Featuring Blog Post Links Related to the Universal God-Program Code and You, March 27, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Creates a New Page

Featuring Blog Post Links Related to

The Universal God-Program Code and You

March 27, 2014

 

I became intrigued by the Radionics-Like Machines and how they really accessed multiple layers of a human’s existence.

The codes and programs, seemed to fit my continuous visions of streaming digits before my eyes like in the movie, the Matrix.

The machines and the codes helped develop the effectiveness of Auracatures upon energy alterations and detection.

The document Alien Interview http://www.alieninterview.org/ unlocked further memories of the code and the function of Auracatures.

I have been journaling and drawing and reflecting about the code and how it fit within my visions of God, my own life experiences and relating them to my careers.

The following page is a small collection of my blog posts related to the Universal God-Program Code.

I hope that some of you find this intriguing and even helpful.

We are living during an amazing time.

It is time to awaken: https://propheticwisdom.wordpress.com/psychic-sterling-sinclair-links-to-universal-god-program-code-and-you/

Many Blessings,

S


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Illustration, Relating the God-Program and Memory with God and People, A Prayer Map… January 15, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Illustration, Relating the God-Program and Memory with God and People,

A Prayer Map…

January 15, 2014 

 

If you pray and/or meditate, your filters (God[s]) matter.

This is how:

gods map

 

I received this refined memory with explanation this morning.

The balance function which I hope to explain was received yesterday but had to follow this one.

I will write about both further on other posts.

Many blessings to you.

Love, S