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Psychic Sterling Sinclair Youth and Young Adult Suicide Cluster in Quinte Region Must be Addressed and Reality Faced – It is NOT due to Mental Illness Alone if at All, December 4, 2015

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Youth and Young Adult Suicide Cluster in Quinte Region

Must be Addressed and Reality Faced

It is NOT due to Mental Illness Alone

if at All,

December 4, 2015

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The Community that I am from has suffered as much as 10Xs (almost) the number of average annual Canadian suicides per capita in the last 6 months.  Cluster of ages predominantly 17-22 years of age.  Last month was my nephew and 2 days ago another young adult suicide only 15 minutes from my home.

Community: Belleville, Trenton, Quinte West, Stirling, Marmora, Madoc, Tweed, Centre Hastings, Ontario, Canada.

Blaming the Massive Numbers of Localized Youth and Young Adult Suicides on Their Alleged Mental Illnesses Especially Depression is Avoidance. It MUST BE STOPPED. Wake UP. Wake UP. Wake UP.

Youth and Young Adult “Suicides” –
We Must Take Responsibility for our Children

Although it is unlikely that any one of these life experiences/activities/notions is causing massive amounts of suicides in our communities, the combination of these conditions seems to be an attribute.

Many of you, even life long friends, will be angry by this list and view it as preaching. I apologize in advance if some of these conditions are reflected in your lives and this post causes you unrest or insult. I believe that because these conditions are so prevalent in our communities, silence and secrecy is governing investigations into these “suicides” and contributing to the massive numbers of them.

The following is a list of observations that describe the commonly shared conditions of life experienced by the young people who have died by “suicide” in our community lately.

The only way that we can save our children is to wake up and face some hard truths. We must face the conditions of our own homes, families and communities. Here are some of those life truths.

The silence must be broken! Responsibility must be taken.

Where are The Shepherds?
The Sheep are Being Killed in the Field!

Split Marriages
Spouses Fighting
Skipping School
Drunken Parties
Family Separation
Distancing Loved Ones
Kids Raising Themselves
Police Becoming Ineffective
Parents Seemingly Giving Up
Psychedelic Drugs on the Rise
Authority Figures not Honored
Kids not Wanting to do as they are told
Parents not Knowing Where are Their Kids
Porn Being Watched and Shared at Young Ages
Self-care Industry feeding Self-Centered Realities
Parents Frustrated Feeling Helpless and Defeated
Street Drugs Becoming More and More Dangerous
Kids Spending More time with “Friends” than Loving Families
Families, Parents and Kids Smoking Pot While Drunk or Drinking
Morals and Ethics Reduced in Teachings and Embodiment
Death and Killing and Injurious Behaviour Glamourized
Irresponsible Recreational Sex Among Kids Rampant
Mutual Respect between Kids and Adults Waning
Removal of the Church and Teachings in Families
Adult Rights Reduced while Kid’s Rights Increase
Cult and Gang Influences Strong and Accessible
Kids Left Alone for Extensive Periods of Time
Young People Die – Panic and Blame Resounds
Authority Figures Shrug Responsibilities
Funerals Come and Loved Ones Go
Reality of Death Avoided
Grief & Guilt Paralyzes
Silence Screams Aloud
Depression is Blamed
Another Kid Dies
Nothing is Done
Then… Silence

Where are the Shepherds?
Shepherds Have Fallen Asleep
Wolves Kill Sheep in the Field!
Wolves Move to New Field



Sterling Sinclair


Here is a recent online article regarding this nightmare our community is facing.





Oracle Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art – Andreas Lubitz – Depression – Was he that Murderous and Suicidal? Germanwings A320 4U 9525, April 5, 2015

Oracle Sterling Sinclair

Psychic Auracature Art

Andreas Lubitz & Depression

Was he that Murderous and Suicidal?

Germanwings A320 4U 9525, April 5, 2015

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Today, I took a moment to see what Andreas Lubitz afterlife is looking like.

The image may surprise you but it fits with all of my other images.

If Andreas Lubitz was a murderous suicidal human who intentionally killed all the people on that plane including himself, the Auracature would show him bathed in the fires of judgement or lost on a blackness – an absence of spiritworld – a land of destitute death.

Of all the cases sent my way over the years concerning murders and suicides, everyone of them were like of some sort within the first 3 weeks.

There seems to be little question among anyone but me if he was piloting or co-piloting the plane that day.  I am still awaiting the proof.  however, I will never get it.  So I am willing to join the masses and assume that he was driving that plane and not someone else.

With that said, the audio black box allegedly illustrated breathing by him.  No other behaviour than breathing.  There is argument of whether or not it was heard of him pressing a button or something but what really is the guilt – the co-pilot was breathing in a steady motion without medical emergency or elevated heart rate.  Sounds like a serial killer or military trained sniper or maybe even a rogue James Bond character.  Lubitz guilt is based upon an alleged recording of him breathing.  Nothing More.

People may say that he adjusted the speed and auto pilot but that was found on the blackbox after it somehow made its way back onto the mountain but with the recorder the second time.  Whatever details come from that recorder device must be assumed to have been after the fact of the crash because the same black box was found on the 25th, days before with no recording device.

So to calculate a conviction and a world feast of hate upon blaming him as a villain, he is being painted as being a suicidal maniac who calculated a logical way to crash that plane that day without any training or diagrams, plans, suicide notes or any notice of his crew, including the pilot himself.  Even before the day, it seems people who knew him, had no idea he was this murderous fuck up.  So if he wasn’t a cold calculated killer, then he was “depressed.”

Here is an intriguing suicide article.

In the USA, 8.3 million people per year consider suicide and 0.2 million people ever attempt it without a well thought out plan.  Out of that number only about 10% of women succeed and about 20% of men succeed.  Yes, we hear that he researched suicide methods but I can almost guarantee you he did not search “airbus 320 loaded passenger plane assisted murder suicide how tos.”  We have not been told that he researched that – just suicide methods.


Ok, so how does he go from suicide concerns in 2009 to spontaneously becoming a murderer seemingly out of the blue on March 24th.

Well, simply put, he doesn’t.

So if he did do it, how did he come to that?

There is a remotely possible way that he was brainwashed, triggered, or programmed without his knowledge.  and the whole thing played out.

Oracle Sterling Sinclair Psychic Auracature Art Lufthansa Germanwings Airbus 320 Flight 4U 9525 crash into the French Alps on its way from Barcelona to Dusseldorf March 24 2015 Roles of Pilot and Co-Pilot 1

I say remote possibility, but I have not even once received a vision that this even happened.

Something else in the sky illustrates itself as happening that day.

I previously posted about this over the last week or so.

So is it my psychic opinion or oracle knowing that Andreas Lubitz intentionally killed himself and all those people on Germanwings 4U 9525?

It is NOT!  Something else happened.

Will he be accused and his family hurt by the post mortem conviction?

If such a thing can happen, I say the likeliness is 89%.  However, at this time, it seems like 100%.

This is a nightmare for all of the people’s families who had people die on that plane, including the family of Andreas Lubitz.

The visions show that the only way another possible verdict or serious open inquest can ever happen is if the public appetite changes.  I don’t see that happening anytime soon.

These are some symptoms of someone about to commit suicide:

Some Suicide Warning Signs

“Have you ever heard someone say two or more of the following?

  • Life isn’t worth living
  • My family (or friends or girlfriend/boyfriend) would be better off without me
  • Next time I’ll take enough pills to do the job right
  • Take my prized collection or valuables — I don’t need this stuff anymore
  • Don’t worry, I won’t be around to deal with that
  • You’ll be sorry when I’m gone
  • I won’t be in your way much longer
  • I just can’t deal with everything — life’s too hard
  • I won’t be a burden much longer
  • Nobody understands me — nobody feels the way I do
  • There’s nothing I can do to make it better
  • I’d be better off dead
  • I feel like there is no way out
  • You’d be better off without me

Have you noticed them doing one or more of the following activities?

  • Getting affairs in order (paying off debts, changing a will)
  • Giving away articles of either personal or monetary value
  • Signs of planning a suicide such as obtaining a weapon or writing a suicide note

Suicide is one of the most serious symptoms of someone who is suffering from severe depression. Common signs of depression include:

  • Depressed or sad mood (e.g., feeling “blue” or “down in the dumps”)
  • A change in the person’s sleeping patterns (e.g., sleeping too much or too little, or having difficulty sleeping the night through)
  • A significant change in the person’s weight or appetite
  • Speaking and/or moving with unusual speed or slowness
  • Loss of interest or pleasure in usual activities (e.g., hobbies, outdoor activities, hanging around with friends)
  • Withdrawal from family and friends
  • Fatigue or loss of energy
  • Diminished ability to think or concentrate, slowed thinking or indecisiveness
  • Feelings of worthlessness, self-reproach, or guilt
  • Thoughts of death, suicide, or wishes to be dead


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For all the people involved and suffering from this nightmare, I pray that truth shall be found and that healing and grieving may take its natural course.

God Help them all.

God Help us all.

L, S

Psychic Sterling Sinclair: Through the Eyes of a Shut-In – Where did you go? September 4, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Through the Eyes of a Shut-In

Where did you go? 

September 4, 2014

In the woods, I have been a shut-in since 2007.  My first blackout came the day after I had hernia surgery almost 5 years before.  At first, if I kept walking and being busy, I would just simply get loopy and lose some movement coordination for a few minutes.  Then they got worse.

I owned a store.  I had to close it because I was unable to look after it due to this condition.  In the blacking out phases, I would put things places and not remember.  I would go to pay bills and then not pay them but thought that I did.  My employees discovered that it worsened when I would put stock on the top shelves at my store.

What was happening?  The story to recovery is a long one and I still suffer from them to some degree.  They progressed into stopping breathing, pulse stopping, losing nerve sensations, and seizures.  Nonetheless, I was unable to run my store and I was unable to hold down a job.

I tried to sell my property and the market crashed in that year.  So that meant, at 40 years old with three degrees, a lot of experience, children to raise and big debt, unable to drive, or eat or cook alone, my life as I knew it had ended.  My primary care physician said simply, “these are the cards you’ve been dealt, you will learn to live with it.”  I still receive no medical treatment.

Before I became a shut-in, I lived with vitality and really enjoyed visiting with people.  Being around people and helping them and having fun were really important to me.  Actually, I never imagined living a life where that would never be the case – until it was.

I was raised to believe that my family was everything.  As I grew up, I had very few friends outside of my family.  When I fell ill, first from my car accident head injury and then the blackout/seizures, my family no longer came to visit.  Other than 2 family picnics that I threw at my place, I have spoken on the phone to my parents about 8 times and they have come to see me about 3 times each in 7 years.  My sister came two of three times and my brother has been unable to see me.  I have not had one friend who I had before 7 years ago (outside of business) come to see me in 7 years.

As a shut-in, I not only became separated from the world I knew, I became ostracized by it.  I have been blamed many times for being hurtful towards others because I have not gone out of my way to visit them.  I have had people ask why I want nothing to do with them any more like I chose to live this way.

Isn’t it strange how a person falls ill or has a loved one die or suffers a major loss of income/career that people have a tendency to shun a person and then accuse the person for leaving them and becoming cold toward them?

When a human cannot deal with a reality of a loved one’s pain, a human will tend to turn away from the person.  In so doing, their guilt rests so heavily upon their souls that they find a way to recover – humans tend to survive.  Sometimes, blaming the injured/ill/grieving person is the easiest way to do it.

After several years of wondering where they went and what I did to deserve this treatment, I gave up wondering.  I was suicidal; I had even written my last note.  Imagine… I considered taking my own life so that my reminder of suffering would end.  I am glad that I didn’t.

As a shut-in, I had a choice to ignore my situation or start living with my “disability.”  I found care professionals and made new friends.  I started my psychic business and people started coming to see me.  Strange as it may seem, 7 years later, I visit with people so often that I am not alone and if family ever did want to come see me, they would now have to be put on a waiting list to get in.

When we face the decision to start again and we choose to do it – we simply start again.

We live a life in our new reality and we live happily in that reality.  We become different.  Our lives become different.  Our priorities become different.

It may seem strange to many people, but the trees and fish and the forest animals became my everyday companions.  I began looking at the world and communing with her.  I became not a person of other people’s expectations but my own person.

A person’s life journey is a long one.  As a medium, I often have passed people write through my hand as they talk to their loved ones.  Their message is loud and clear, life after death is the life journey continued.

Shut-ins either give up or they learn to live a new and different life.

I referred to myself as a “shut-in” in this short reflection because categorically that is what I am.  But, I do not feel that way anymore.  I like my life the way it is and I have no aspiration at this time to change it.  I have new friends who I consider family.  I love my family as much as I did before they stopped seeing me.  That has not changed in my heart.

The reason that I am writing this is for 2 reasons:

1/ I have kept this part of my life publically quiet in the fear that I might be rejected and I have come to a point in my life of honest portrayal of self and wanted to share this life experience/lesson with you.

2/ No matter your situation in life, it is your choice to view it in the way you choose to view it.  This can be difficult to believe in some situations, but it is true.  The extent of our joy and/or pain is a matter of our own perceptions.

If you are a shut-in or feel that way sometimes, please know that in some way, I understand.  You are not alone.

When the time comes to feel at peace with your life and the way to want to live it, you will live a restful moment of love.

If you have found your life your way, please share the good news that we need not view our lives as being shut-in.  We need not give up.  We can view our lives as a new life paths to discover and as a life adventures to travel.

Thanks for listening.

We are not alone.

Never give up!

Keep moving forward.

L, S

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature Talisman Drawn to Help Restore Happiness, Please Use and Share If You feel the Need, August 14, 2014

Psychic Sterling Sinclair

Auracature Talisman Drawn to Help Restore Happiness,

Please Use and Share If You feel the Need,

August 14, 2014

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Notice the date.  I channeled this a few minutes ago and the date says 2012.

When this happens, the back dated Auracatures illustrate the time the process of our current feelings were set in motion.

By back dating the drawing back into the energy of the beginning, the residual depressions are meant to be shed as well.


Love to you.

We are in this life together.


Psychic Sterling Sinclair Post –Ascension Valentine’s Message, “Depressions & Anxieties – NO. Sensual Life-YES! It is Time to Throw OFF the Covers and LIVE!” February 12, 2013

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Post –Ascension Valentine’s Message,

“Depressions & Anxieties – NO.  Sensual Life-YES!

It is Time to Throw OFF the Covers and LIVE!”

February 12, 2013

Depressions and Anxieties may find voices within today. Spiraling unsettled energies today influence the mind to look upon the introspective funny-house mirrors of distortion.  With Valentine’s Day approaching, notions of romance flood in entrance doors to our houses of mirrors. If you are caught up in seeing your bent and twisted reflection, so too will be your romantic memories and wishes.

The orgasmic phase of romance is not one to be overlooked. The sensuality of life can cleanse the sadness of death. Sensuality can be found by watching the trees bend with the breeze, the snow shrink and swell with the precipitation of the day, a body of water thrusting its waves upon a heaving shoreline,  holding a photo against one’s throbbing breast, or washing music down your soul.

The ascension brought with it a peculiar sexual energy.  Although this seems to be affecting females in general, women, especially 55+ year olds, have become or are becoming even more sexually driven. Although sex drive quivers under the sheets of your everyday, it roars for your partner to pull them off your bed of passion.  This could very well be a Valentine’s Day worth remembering.

Whether we have depression or anxiety, we can still find sensuality in life. Turn from the funny-house mirrors; see the world before you. If you allow yourself to see it, feel it or hear it, smell it, sense it, or envision it sensuality will be there. With sensuality pumping through your soul, your hot, moist, tingling desire for passion will bear fruits of spiritually, youthful fire within.

Love, Cupid Sterling

The Aquarian Valentine’s Baby

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature and Message of the Day, “Same Fish – New Water,” September 4, 2012

Psychic Sterling Sinclair Auracature and Message of the Day, “Same Fish – New Water,” September 4, 2012


For many people, this is back to school day.

Although this Auracature and Message does apply to people experiencing any end of summer depressions and concerns, it also speaks to many other people, especially parents who miss their children.


Please feel free to refer this post to people who may be down or missing their loved ones today.


The following is the channeled message that was written after the Auracature was drawn.


Voice 1:

“Blue skies tear with joyous concern.

Our born now grown is a hard lesson to learn.”

Voice 2:     

“To let go of what was held so dear,

Makes us more see each passing year.”

Voice 1:

“Keep the candles lit.

Keep the waters running clear.”

Voices 1 & 2:

“They’re truly not far

When our hearts keep them so near.”


I present to you the Auracature of the day,

“Same Fish-New Water”



I send my love out to the world during this day of loving familial reflections.





Remember, just as tears from the sky bring life to the earth, our tears bring life to the soul.  If you feel like crying but cannot do so, please be assured that someone is crying for you. Hugs, S